Dear John, your book, 365 Thank Yous “found me” during an Amazon search. It looked interesting, so I bought it, then realised I needed it. I read it intermittently during a long and painful journey of saying goodbye to my beloved husband who was dying with cancer. He wanted to die at home with me holding his hand and I feel blessed I could give him that last wish. We had such a precious love, true twin souls.
He was a buddhist, and we both believe in life after death, at the ongoing journey of the soul. But right now I am broken, lost. I wander the house and garden and cant “find” him anywhere. Tears flow unending. Am grieving and walking the darkest journey I have ever walked in 83 years. And I have walked some challenging paths. This is the hardest. Yet through all this I have been showered with love, kindness, tenderness and caring that has, and will continue to, sustain me.
Now I want to write and say Thank you to each and everyone who has touched me with their kindness, even those I had not met before. Not just thank you emails, but hand written thank you notes with my fountain pen, all inspired by you. Ive ordered some beautiful cards and then will begin. Maybe not this week, it is not the time, for I want my cards to be filled with love and gratitude, not tears and grief. But soon, my Thank You cards, inspired by John Kralik will be sent to friends, carers, doctors, neighbours and many more. My list is growing! And includes doctors who I wouldnt have thought of writing to before. You opened ny mind and heart to that.
Born from my grief I want to share words of hope and gratitude. Thank you John for sharing your own journey, which has inspired me to say Thank You in this way and had opened the door for me to spread more love and gratitude out into the world.
You are a brave soul to share your heart and your journey in your book – thank you for listening to your inner voice.
Jeannie